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dazed. confused.

i called it off with tfn on the weekend. high as a kite. it was messy.. it is messy! i wanted to be happy. happy with him. but i wasn't. i fell into the abyss once again.

expectations differed too much - the age might have been a reason. i think, i love him. i think, i want him back but i know that it won't work out. it isn't meant to be. i knew that from the start..

i think!